my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
heh, i just sat here and wrote this...personally i think it sucks, but, that's just me. lemme know what you think.
wrong
everything done
is always done wrong
no matter what
it will still be wrong
the laundry, the dishes
the cleaning, the sleeping
all finished and then
you hear those words
"you did it wrong
now start over."
everything said
is always said wrong
no matter what
it will still be wrong
i love you, i'll help
you alright? i'll be there
all said and then
you hear those words
"you said it wrong
now it's over."
the way you look
is always very wrong
no matter what
it will still be wrong
hair brushed, nails painted
clean shirt, good pants
you show up and then
you hear those words
"for this, you dressed wrong
now you're over"
the way you feel
is always quite wrong
no matter what
it will still be wrong
quite alone, very scared
worried, unloved
you feel sad and then
you hear those words
"what you feel is wrong
this is over"
if it happens one day
that you might be right
just wait for the next
again you'll be wrong
did it right, said it right
looked aright, felt alright
you did it all right
you hear those words
"everything's wrong
now start over"
and then it begins
you're wrong yet again
the cycle re-starts
and everything's wrong
did it wrong, said it wrong
looked all wrong, felt all wrong
before you heard the phrase
you know all too well
you shout ".i.am.right.
now you go to hell!
i'm tired of you saying
that i'm always wrong
did you ever think
that you're the one wrong?
what you do, what you say
how you look, what you feel
at the end of the day
you just try to feel good
and you yell at me...
forget you, this is over"
landa daniels // june 15, 2002
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.