my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
here goes poem number two. bye ya'll.
then and now
in the words of ben folds,
"it sucks to grow up."
i'm starting to think it's true.
seeing friends come and go
with the passage of time.
the taunting getting even worse,
they've learned new things to say.
but, i've learned new things too,
now they dont get to me...
at least not as much.
as they got more immature,
i did the opposite.
while they gossip back and forth,
i defend the gossipee.
the friends that i have now
have surely prooven true,
unlike the ones i've left behind,
who stopped listening, talking, caring...
in my years, a lot has happened,
not knowing how or why.
but, i'm older and understand
they've helped to shape who i am.
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.