my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
here's the poem that was at the bottom of the old layout. i dont want to lose it, and i dont remember if i wrote it down or not, so, yeah, i'm putting it in it's rightful place *_*.
the skies tonight
as i lay here in the dewy grass
watching the stars come out,
all my problems fade away,
taking with them any doubts.
i close my eyes and drift away
into my own small world.
my imagination takes me over
and i watch new things unfurl.
i feel myself soar through the sky,
then i glance back down.
i made it east, and saw her...
but, with many tears and a frown.
slowly, gently, i land before her,
and gave my sis a hug.
i hear myself whisper/sing to her,
then i feel a slight tug.
my heart knows that it is not real,
my spirit wishes it was.
still staring at the skies tonight,
and fighting loneliness.
Yolanda Daniels April 1, 2002
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.