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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Friday, May. 31, 2002 - no more...
Thursday, May. 30, 2002 - i'll be missin you
Wednesday, May. 29, 2002 - youre gonna miss me when i'm gone...
Wednesday, May. 29, 2002 - already i'm so lonesome i could die...
Tuesday, May. 28, 2002 - dont let me get me...
Monday, May. 27, 2002 - everyday i fight a war against the mirror, can't take the person staring back at me...
Monday, May. 27, 2002 - i wanted to be like you...
Sunday, May. 26, 2002 - time of my life...
Saturday, May. 25, 2002 - when will my reflection show who i am inside...
Saturday, May. 25, 2002 - changes...
Friday, May. 24, 2002 - i'm sorry oh so sorry...
Thursday, May. 23, 2002 - next episode...
Thursday, May. 23, 2002 - had a bad day...(part one)
Wednesday, May. 22, 2002 - dont hate me...
Wednesday, May. 22, 2002 - i can't fight this feeling anymore...
Tuesday, May. 21, 2002 - crystal and see-thru and not enough to you...
Monday, May. 20, 2002 - i could barely recall but it's all coming back to me now...
Sunday, May. 19, 2002 - her nose in a book...
Sunday, May. 19, 2002 - only in my dreams...
Saturday, May. 18, 2002 - love, me...
Friday, May. 17, 2002 - i'm leavin on a jet plane, dont know when i'll be back again...
Thursday, May. 16, 2002 - tell me why...
Thursday, May. 16, 2002 - summer dreams ripped at the seams...
Wednesday, May. 15, 2002 - money money money money...
Tuesday, May. 14, 2002 - we can do it together...
Monday, May. 13, 2002 - you saw the best there was in me...
Monday, May. 13, 2002 - just a day, just an ordinary day...
Sunday, May. 12, 2002 - and i will never see the sky the same way...
Sunday, May. 12, 2002 - a song for mama...
Saturday, May. 11, 2002 - all she wants is, all she needs is reasons to survive...
Saturday, May. 11, 2002 - can you hold me and never let go...
Saturday, May. 11, 2002 - as we go on we remember all the times we had together...
Friday, May. 10, 2002 - if i could be like that, i would give anything just to live one day in your shoes...
Thursday, May. 09, 2002 - someday...
Thursday, May. 09, 2002 - stop pressuring me, make me wanna scream...AHHH!!!
Thursday, May. 09, 2002 - looking through your eyes...
Wednesday, May. 08, 2002 - simple kind of life...
Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 - it's just the fear of being alone like a child in the night. with no one to hold you and tell you everything's gonna be alright...
Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 - what am i doing here...
Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 - ya'll gonna make me lose my mind up in here...
Tuesday, May. 07, 2002 - Ohhh! Me So Horny!
Monday, May. 06, 2002 - you say it best when you say nothing at all...
Sunday, May. 05, 2002 - if you get inside my head, then you'd understand, then you'd understand me...
Saturday, May. 04, 2002 - you dont see me...
Saturday, May. 04, 2002 - the skies tonight
Saturday, May. 04, 2002 - these are a few of my favorite things...
Friday, May. 03, 2002 - she works hard for the money...
Thursday, May. 02, 2002 - someday we'll all have perfect wings, dont laugh at me...
Thursday, May. 02, 2002 - life's cliffs...
Wednesday, May. 01, 2002 - everyday is a new day, i'm thankful for every breath i take. i wont take it for granted, so i learn from my mistakes...

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