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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
Older Entries
Sunday, Mar. 31, 2002 -
and they call me mellow yellow...Saturday, Mar. 30, 2002 -
things dont always turn out that way...Friday, Mar. 29, 2002 -
i'm almost over you, i've almost shook these blues...Friday, Mar. 29, 2002 -
no time for an entryThursday, Mar. 28, 2002 -
we live our lives on different sides, but we keep together, you and i...(stigmatized)Wednesday, Mar. 27, 2002 -
could it be any harder...Tuesday, Mar. 26, 2002 -
these foolish games are tearing me apart...Tuesday, Mar. 26, 2002 -
twinkle, twinkle little star...Monday, Mar. 25, 2002 -
i'm like a bird, i'll only fly away..Sunday, Mar. 24, 2002 -
falling away from meSaturday, Mar. 23, 2002 -
I GOT TO TALK TO HER IN MY ROOM! YAY!Friday, Mar. 22, 2002 -
*watches things go down the toilet*Friday, Mar. 22, 2002 -
friends in low places (heh)Friday, Mar. 22, 2002 -
why the hell am i still awake?!?!Thursday, Mar. 21, 2002 -
short but sweetWednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 -
two in a rowWednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 -
the many flavors of loveWednesday, Mar. 20, 2002 -
as the world falls apartTuesday, Mar. 19, 2002 -
daddy, why is the sky blue?Monday, Mar. 18, 2002 -
completely broken and empty insideSunday, Mar. 17, 2002 -
todays real entrySunday, Mar. 17, 2002 -
everything was going great today...Saturday, Mar. 16, 2002 -
boring todayFriday, Mar. 15, 2002 -
this lil tiger's changed foreverThursday, Mar. 14, 2002 -
broken foreverThursday, Mar. 14, 2002 -
the tale of a tenth grade nothingWednesday, Mar. 13, 2002 -
good frigging lord...Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 -
write this down somewhere...LANDA HAD A GOOD DAY!Tuesday, Mar. 12, 2002 -
whenever i don't want something to happen...Monday, Mar. 11, 2002 -
two quick poemsMonday, Mar. 11, 2002 -
time to bitchSunday, Mar. 10, 2002 -
what the fuck did i do to deserve this hell...?Sunday, Mar. 10, 2002 -
everything's forgottenSaturday, Mar. 09, 2002 -
shouting, talking, taking in and thinkingFriday, Mar. 08, 2002 -
how many different kinds of pain does it take in one day alone...?Friday, Mar. 08, 2002 -
this is kinda stuipdThursday, Mar. 07, 2002 -
"and this has quite possibly been my most controversional entry so far, heh" (well not the end...)Wednesday, Mar. 06, 2002 -
what i didn't write yesterdayTuesday, Mar. 05, 2002 -
i'll be (very old, don't laugh)Tuesday, Mar. 05, 2002 -
nerves that keep you up at nightMonday, Mar. 04, 2002 -
my sister's pain and frigging angeloSunday, Mar. 03, 2002 -
number two, kristen's birthday giftSunday, Mar. 03, 2002 -
number one of two poems todaySaturday, Mar. 02, 2002 -
my big sister's sweet 16...finally accepted, but ripped awaySaturday, Mar. 02, 2002 -
help me + dreams are clearer, but further out of reachFriday, Mar. 01, 2002 -
worst feeling ever
now
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