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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Monday, May. 31, 2004 - i breathe deep and cry out...
Sunday, May. 30, 2004 - tired of being what you want me to be...
Saturday, May. 29, 2004 - a reason for all that i do...
Friday, May. 28, 2004 - you've gone away...
Thursday, May. 27, 2004 - i could not resist...
Wednesday, May. 26, 2004 - a thrilling chase...
Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 - i wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 - i could only imagine...
Sunday, May. 23, 2004 - crazy...
Sunday, May. 23, 2004 - what if i can't remember who i'm trying to be...
Friday, May. 21, 2004 - i'm not a perfect person...
Thursday, May. 20, 2004 - the girl with the broken smile...
Wednesday, May. 19, 2004 - if i didn't say it then i'd still have felt it...
Tuesday, May. 18, 2004 - i know you like to think...
Monday, May. 17, 2004 - what did i do...
Monday, May. 17, 2004 - if i sleep just to dream of you...
Saturday, May. 15, 2004 - looking back on the memory...
Saturday, May. 15, 2004 - all i want to do is be more like me...
Friday, May. 14, 2004 - it's so much better on holiday...
Thursday, May. 13, 2004 - show you how i feel...
Wednesday, May. 12, 2004 - what are you waiting for...
Wednesday, May. 12, 2004 - somehow you got me to believe in everything that i could be...
Tuesday, May. 11, 2004 - i will go down with this ship...
Monday, May. 10, 2004 - this truth drives me into madness...
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 - this song is a poem to myself...
Saturday, May. 08, 2004 - every time i feel alone i can blame it on you...
Friday, May. 07, 2004 - fell in love with a girl...
Friday, May. 07, 2004 - this city's made us crazy and we must get out...
Friday, May. 07, 2004 - and if i sleep just to dream of you...
Wednesday, May. 05, 2004 - taken it's toll on me...
Wednesday, May. 05, 2004 - pressure...
Tuesday, May. 04, 2004 - when i'm lonesome...
Monday, May. 03, 2004 - and the reason is you...
Sunday, May. 02, 2004 - i wanna hold you high and steal your pain...
Saturday, May. 01, 2004 - to be with you...
Saturday, May. 01, 2004 - all i need...

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