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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Monday, Aug. 30, 2004 - i'm a million different people from one day to the next, i can change...
Sunday, Aug. 29, 2004 - to every boy, girl, woman, and man...
Friday, Aug. 27, 2004 - in her world of dreams and make believe...
Wednesday, Aug. 25, 2004 - i always took for granted i was the only one there...
Monday, Aug. 23, 2004 - there's holes in the floor of heaven...
Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004 - you make me complete...
Saturday, Aug. 21, 2004 - bam bam buh bam...
Saturday, Aug. 21, 2004 - livin' on dreams and spaghetti o's...
Saturday, Aug. 21, 2004 - dry your eyes, mate...
Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - fagile lives, shattered dreams...
Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004 - i'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain...
Tuesday, Aug. 17, 2004 - though you're still with me...
Monday, Aug. 16, 2004 - your presence still lingers here...
Monday, Aug. 16, 2004 - has no one told you she's not breathing...
Sunday, Aug. 15, 2004 - this is how you remind me...
Saturday, Aug. 14, 2004 - my soul cries...
Friday, Aug. 13, 2004 - twentytwentytwenty four hours to go...
Thursday, Aug. 12, 2004 - i found your picture today...
Wednesday, Aug. 11, 2004 - shinjitsu no uta...
Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004 - no one knows what it's like...
Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004 - this one's for the girls...
Monday, Aug. 09, 2004 - and if i sleep just to dream of you, i'll wake without you there...
Sunday, Aug. 08, 2004 - i wait in four/four time...
Saturday, Aug. 07, 2004 - one minute there was road beneath us, and the next just sky...
Saturday, Aug. 07, 2004 - why they call it fallin'...
Friday, Aug. 06, 2004 - i'm still just a rat in a cage...
Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004 - i would give the very breath from my chest...
Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004 - what are we fighting for...
Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004 - we were meant to live...
Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 - give unto me...
Tuesday, Aug. 03, 2004 - all for one...
Monday, Aug. 02, 2004 - if i had money...
Sunday, Aug. 01, 2004 - this pain is just too real...

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