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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 - to hold you in my arms again...
Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 - you won't try for me, not now...
Tuesday, Mar. 30, 2004 - all of this will make sense when i get better...
Monday, Mar. 29, 2004 - look for the girl with the broken smile...
Monday, Mar. 29, 2004 - falling apart right in front of you...
Sunday, Mar. 28, 2004 - look around you...
Saturday, Mar. 27, 2004 - st. louis, mo...
Thursday, Mar. 25, 2004 - i want something else to get me through this...
Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2004 - gone and done it...
Wednesday, Mar. 24, 2004 - i'd give anything now to keep those words from you...
Tuesday, Mar. 23, 2004 - it's comin' from my heart and not my head...
Monday, Mar. 22, 2004 - here without you...
Monday, Mar. 22, 2004 - repetition is very good...
Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 - heart is on the floor...
Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 - now i'm bound by the life you left behind...
Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 - by your resonating light...
Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 - you used to captivate me...
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 - unless you wanna try...
Friday, Mar. 19, 2004 - the first cut is the deepest...
Thursday, Mar. 18, 2004 - i promise i'll believe...
Wednesday, Mar. 17, 2004 - too small to matter...
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - i know that this much is true...
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 - and i bleed...
Monday, Mar. 15, 2004 - doin' time for being young...
Sunday, Mar. 14, 2004 - lost in the nothingness...
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 - a way out of here...
Friday, Mar. 12, 2004 - i look to find a reason to believe...
Friday, Mar. 12, 2004 - i'm so tired of being here...
Thursday, Mar. 11, 2004 - let go, why do you stay me...
Wednesday, Mar. 10, 2004 - i don't love you anymore...
Wednesday, Mar. 10, 2004 - shinjite...
Tuesday, Mar. 09, 2004 - the only pretty ring time...
Monday, Mar. 08, 2004 - the skies above are blue...
Sunday, Mar. 07, 2004 - so many little pieces...
Saturday, Mar. 06, 2004 - she said goodbye too many times before...
Saturday, Mar. 06, 2004 - i'm sorry i can't be perfect...
Friday, Mar. 05, 2004 - this truth drives me into madness...
Thursday, Mar. 04, 2004 - out on your corner in the pouring rain...
Wednesday, Mar. 03, 2004 - let the dream begin...
Tuesday, Mar. 02, 2004 - i'm falling apart right in front of you...
Monday, Mar. 01, 2004 - you're still on my memory...

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