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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Sunday, Feb. 29, 2004 - i want a ticket to anywhere...
Saturday, Feb. 28, 2004 - and i breathe no more...
Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 - i don't like to...
Thursday, Feb. 26, 2004 - here without you, baby...
Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2004 - there's only you and me...
Tuesday, Feb. 24, 2004 - i want to thank you...
Tuesday, Feb. 24, 2004 - let me stay...
Monday, Feb. 23, 2004 - i'm so tired of being here...
Monday, Feb. 23, 2004 - in the shadows...
Sunday, Feb. 22, 2004 - nothing else to say...
Saturday, Feb. 21, 2004 - it's clear...
Friday, Feb. 20, 2004 - i'll go crazy...
Friday, Feb. 20, 2004 - give a little bit...
Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004 - there's no getting around it or in between...
Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004 - the times i didn't see...
Wednesday, Feb. 18, 2004 - you gave me your hand...
Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2004 - everybody needs someone sometime...
Monday, Feb. 16, 2004 - self-righteous suicide...
Monday, Feb. 16, 2004 - hearts are broken every day...
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 - what do i tell my heart...
Saturday, Feb. 14, 2004 - i can only wonder how touching you would make me feel...
Friday, Feb. 13, 2004 - fallin'...
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 - unbreak my heart...
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 - haunted by the notion; somewhere there's a lovin' flame...
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 - turn the other cheek...
Wednesday, Feb. 11, 2004 - you can't even hear me screaming...
Tuesday, Feb. 10, 2004 - the smell of sweet purfume...
Monday, Feb. 09, 2004 - taking over me...
Monday, Feb. 09, 2004 - all these words, they make no sense...
Sunday, Feb. 08, 2004 - don't know how to say it...
Saturday, Feb. 07, 2004 - you don't know me...
Saturday, Feb. 07, 2004 - give unto me your burden...
Friday, Feb. 06, 2004 - i just shouldn't think anymore tonight...
Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004 - listen to the rain...
Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004 - school's out...
Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004 - i can't go on like this...
Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004 - cruel to be kind...
Tuesday, Feb. 03, 2004 - see ya later...
Monday, Feb. 02, 2004 - fly so far away...
Monday, Feb. 02, 2004 - i wanna heal, i wanna feel...
Monday, Feb. 02, 2004 - i bleed...
Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004 - why i wasn't meant for you...

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