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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Friday, Oct. 31, 2003 - and a happy new year...
Thursday, Oct. 30, 2003 - the damage is done...
Thursday, Oct. 30, 2003 - crimson regret...
Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2003 - if i just breathe...
Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2003 - wherever you will go...
Tuesday, Oct. 28, 2003 - all of me...
Tuesday, Oct. 28, 2003 - i wanna know why i feel so alone...
Monday, Oct. 27, 2003 - maybe tonight i'll fly so far away...
Sunday, Oct. 26, 2003 - i'll never be as troubled...
Sunday, Oct. 26, 2003 - silver rain fell...
Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003 - this pain is just too real...
Friday, Oct. 24, 2003 - i'm dying, praying...
Friday, Oct. 24, 2003 - until the sun rises up...
Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003 - wipe away all of your tears...
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - i had to fall to lose it all...
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - i caught the wind and hit the road runnin'...
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - i wished i had known...
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - and i can't sleep...
Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2003 - i'm strong enough to face the truth...
Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 - don't know what to think...
Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 - when i said i didn't want your love and you were no one i was thinkin' of believe me, baby, i lied...
Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 - where has my heart gone...
Monday, Oct. 20, 2003 - we are the music makers...
Monday, Oct. 20, 2003 - finally...
Monday, Oct. 20, 2003 - we're off to see the wizard...
Sunday, Oct. 19, 2003 - my hands are tied and i surrender...
Sunday, Oct. 19, 2003 - slowly going crazy am i...
Saturday, Oct. 18, 2003 - come sail away with me...
Friday, Oct. 17, 2003 - but i'm the only one who'll walk across the fire for you...
Friday, Oct. 17, 2003 - too sexy...
Thursday, Oct. 16, 2003 - waitin' for the love...
Thursday, Oct. 16, 2003 - it's all coming back...
Wednesday, Oct. 15, 2003 - i tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone...
Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2003 - from this moment...
Monday, Oct. 13, 2003 - good advice...
Monday, Oct. 13, 2003 - you've got me wanting you...
Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003 - i don't wanna go...
Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003 - put the lime in the coconut, stir it all up...
Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003 - if you will just take me, it might just complete me...
Saturday, Oct. 11, 2003 - then i paced around the room...
Saturday, Oct. 11, 2003 - it's strange how things change...
Saturday, Oct. 11, 2003 - what do you say in a moment like this...
Friday, Oct. 10, 2003 - to live, to breathe, you're taking over me...
Friday, Oct. 10, 2003 - hypocrites, they call her bad...
Thursday, Oct. 09, 2003 - times like these...
Thursday, Oct. 09, 2003 - maybe someday you'll look up...
Thursday, Oct. 09, 2003 - can't stand the pain...
Thursday, Oct. 09, 2003 - we are the lucky ones...
Wednesday, Oct. 08, 2003 - losing my mind...
Tuesday, Oct. 07, 2003 - is there anyone out there...
Tuesday, Oct. 07, 2003 - i must be sleeping...
Monday, Oct. 06, 2003 - he had it comin'...
Monday, Oct. 06, 2003 - i got chills, they're multiplyin'...
Sunday, Oct. 05, 2003 - in vertute tua domine...
Sunday, Oct. 05, 2003 - i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts...
Saturday, Oct. 04, 2003 - i know when you have something on your mind...
Saturday, Oct. 04, 2003 - what did i do to deserve...
Friday, Oct. 03, 2003 - patiently waiting by the phone...
Friday, Oct. 03, 2003 - far cry from gone...
Thursday, Oct. 02, 2003 - you won't say the words...
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2003 - my own reality...
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2003 - gotta take my mind off of you...

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