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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Monday, Jun. 30, 2003 - all my dreams came true...
Sunday, Jun. 29, 2003 - don't wanna lose you now...
Sunday, Jun. 29, 2003 - if that's what you want, i'm gonna stand in your way...
Saturday, Jun. 28, 2003 - i never thought there'd be you...
Friday, Jun. 27, 2003 - after the party...
Thursday, Jun. 26, 2003 - everyone leaves me stranded, forgotten, abandoned...
Thursday, Jun. 26, 2003 - Music Industry Set to File Lawsuits
Wednesday, Jun. 25, 2003 - how can you see...
Tuesday, Jun. 24, 2003 - i don't know why i'm still waitin'...
Tuesday, Jun. 24, 2003 - all of my wildest dreams came true...
Tuesday, Jun. 24, 2003 - i held your hand through all of these years...
Monday, Jun. 23, 2003 - saving me, raping me...
Sunday, Jun. 22, 2003 - teach me how to fly, see i'm scared to die...
Saturday, Jun. 21, 2003 - i've only just begun to learn to crawl...
Friday, Jun. 20, 2003 - it isn't your sweet conversation that brings this sensation oh no, it's just the nearness of you...
Friday, Jun. 20, 2003 - ...
Thursday, Jun. 19, 2003 - how's it gonna be...
Thursday, Jun. 19, 2003 - i'm a dick, i'm addicted to you...
Thursday, Jun. 19, 2003 - in the meantime...
Wednesday, Jun. 18, 2003 - drift away...
Tuesday, Jun. 17, 2003 - but all this time i've been so hollow inside...
Tuesday, Jun. 17, 2003 - finger in the rectum...
Monday, Jun. 16, 2003 - plot it out in black and white...
Monday, Jun. 16, 2003 - i don't wanna run away but i can't take it...
Sunday, Jun. 15, 2003 - i'm such a fool for you...
Saturday, Jun. 14, 2003 - she thinks my tractor's sexy...
Friday, Jun. 13, 2003 - miss independent...
Friday, Jun. 13, 2003 - 'till her daddy took the t-bird away...
Thursday, Jun. 12, 2003 - an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes...
Thursday, Jun. 12, 2003 - you make me completely miserable...
Thursday, Jun. 12, 2003 - it's days like these i run and hide...
Thursday, Jun. 12, 2003 - when does my someday begin...
Wednesday, Jun. 11, 2003 - and there won't be any more wabbits awound...
Wednesday, Jun. 11, 2003 - why does my soul feel glad...
Tuesday, Jun. 10, 2003 - i'll wait for you there like a stone...
Tuesday, Jun. 10, 2003 - these wounds won't seem to heal...
Monday, Jun. 09, 2003 - they paved paradise and put up a parking lot...
Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 - i can't take it, i don't understand...
Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 - this is a song for the lonely...
Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 - forsaking all i've fallen for...
Sunday, Jun. 08, 2003 - what's love...
Saturday, Jun. 07, 2003 - taking over me...
Saturday, Jun. 07, 2003 - waits for you to breathe again...
Friday, Jun. 06, 2003 - makes my skin a little bit thicker...
Friday, Jun. 06, 2003 - those feelings were clouded by what i know now...
Thursday, Jun. 05, 2003 - promise you'll stay with me...
Thursday, Jun. 05, 2003 - how many times have i wanted to tell you the truth...
Wednesday, Jun. 04, 2003 - i'm going under...
Tuesday, Jun. 03, 2003 - shut up...
Tuesday, Jun. 03, 2003 - scratch that itch...
Monday, Jun. 02, 2003 - will we think about tomorrow like we think about now...
Monday, Jun. 02, 2003 - graduation...
Sunday, Jun. 01, 2003 - all coiled up and hissin'...

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