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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Wednesday, Apr. 30, 2003 - don't turn away...
Tuesday, Apr. 29, 2003 - angel of the morning...
Monday, Apr. 28, 2003 - don't look back, you're safe now...
Sunday, Apr. 27, 2003 - always and forever...
Saturday, Apr. 26, 2003 - i'm going under...
Saturday, Apr. 26, 2003 - everybody's fool...
Friday, Apr. 25, 2003 - how much is that doggie in the window...
Friday, Apr. 25, 2003 - this surely is a dream...
Thursday, Apr. 24, 2003 - don't turn out the lights...
Wednesday, Apr. 23, 2003 - deception, disgrace...
Wednesday, Apr. 23, 2003 - the minute you walked in the joint...
Wednesday, Apr. 23, 2003 - tourniquet, my suicide...
Tuesday, Apr. 22, 2003 - return to me salvation...
Monday, Apr. 21, 2003 - you see into my eyes like open doors...
Monday, Apr. 21, 2003 - crooked little smile on her face...
Sunday, Apr. 20, 2003 - taking over me...
Sunday, Apr. 20, 2003 - take it all away from me...
Sunday, Apr. 20, 2003 - i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away...
Saturday, Apr. 19, 2003 - immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears...
Saturday, Apr. 19, 2003 - i'll never stray again...
Friday, Apr. 18, 2003 - in my field of paper flowers...
Thursday, Apr. 17, 2003 - i'm going under...
Wednesday, Apr. 16, 2003 - no money for butter...
Tuesday, Apr. 15, 2003 - when this began i had nothing to say...
Monday, Apr. 14, 2003 - hello, i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to...
Sunday, Apr. 13, 2003 - my touniquet...
Sunday, Apr. 13, 2003 - crash and burn, you're not alone...
Sunday, Apr. 13, 2003 - love me when i'm gone...
Saturday, Apr. 12, 2003 - part of me is gone...
Saturday, Apr. 12, 2003 - i wanna be like you...
Saturday, Apr. 12, 2003 - i wanna be sedated...
Saturday, Apr. 12, 2003 - ::at the top of her lungs:: CAUSE ALL I GOT'S A MOPEEEEEEED...
Friday, Apr. 11, 2003 - those three small words were way too late...
Friday, Apr. 11, 2003 - if you won't go...
Thursday, Apr. 10, 2003 - i thought you were better than that...
Wednesday, Apr. 09, 2003 - i'm not sure i can...
Wednesday, Apr. 09, 2003 - not tryin' to g you...
Tuesday, Apr. 08, 2003 - sense of security...
Tuesday, Apr. 08, 2003 - lookin' for a change...
Tuesday, Apr. 08, 2003 - stole...
Tuesday, Apr. 08, 2003 - wrapped around...
Monday, Apr. 07, 2003 - i'd do anything...
Monday, Apr. 07, 2003 - someday you'll find a love...
Sunday, Apr. 06, 2003 - am i livin' a lie...
Sunday, Apr. 06, 2003 - i hear the voice say don't be so blind...
Saturday, Apr. 05, 2003 - home with you...
Saturday, Apr. 05, 2003 - for i am myself my own fever and pain...
Saturday, Apr. 05, 2003 - we are the champions...
Friday, Apr. 04, 2003 - i see the blood all over your hands...
Friday, Apr. 04, 2003 - i remember the stupid things, the mood rings, the bracelets and the beach...
Thursday, Apr. 03, 2003 - i will go out in my slippers in the rain...
Thursday, Apr. 03, 2003 - missed you...
Thursday, Apr. 03, 2003 - damn cold night...
Thursday, Apr. 03, 2003 - believe...
Thursday, Apr. 03, 2003 - in the end...
Wednesday, Apr. 02, 2003 - everybody wants to be closer to free...
Tuesday, Apr. 01, 2003 - don't you cry anymore...
Tuesday, Apr. 01, 2003 - one more chance...

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