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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Tuesday, Dec. 31, 2002 - get off of my back...
Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 - sending out an s.o.s...
Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 - i like chicken...
Monday, Dec. 30, 2002 - what do i do...
Sunday, Dec. 29, 2002 - hard to explain...
Saturday, Dec. 28, 2002 - still beautiful to me...
Friday, Dec. 27, 2002 - time of my life...
Thursday, Dec. 26, 2002 - who's the biggest fool of all...
Wednesday, Dec. 25, 2002 - merry little christmas...
Tuesday, Dec. 24, 2002 - we wish you a merry christmas...
Sunday, Dec. 22, 2002 - just me...
Sunday, Dec. 22, 2002 - this childhood i've never known...
Saturday, Dec. 21, 2002 - with you...
Saturday, Dec. 21, 2002 - on the second day of christmas...
Saturday, Dec. 21, 2002 - the first noel...
Thursday, Dec. 19, 2002 - since we've no place to go...
Tuesday, Dec. 17, 2002 - what child is this...
Monday, Dec. 16, 2002 - nothing...
Sunday, Dec. 15, 2002 - this gift...
Saturday, Dec. 14, 2002 - isn't it ironic...
Friday, Dec. 13, 2002 - tryin' to figure out this life...
Thursday, Dec. 12, 2002 - i need a little room to breathe...
Wednesday, Dec. 11, 2002 - if you'd like to reach me, leave me alone...
Wednesday, Dec. 11, 2002 - most wonderful time...
Tuesday, Dec. 10, 2002 - i'll be the driver...
Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 - i ain't goin' down...
Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 - c'est la vie...
Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 - it only hurts when i'm breathing...
Monday, Dec. 09, 2002 - so real...
Sunday, Dec. 08, 2002 - this feelin' i'm tryin' to fight...
Sunday, Dec. 08, 2002 - feelin' the same way all over again...
Sunday, Dec. 08, 2002 - don't know why...
Saturday, Dec. 07, 2002 - i know you're out there...
Friday, Dec. 06, 2002 - strawberry gashes all over...
Friday, Dec. 06, 2002 - that just ain't me...
Thursday, Dec. 05, 2002 - take me as i am...
Wednesday, Dec. 04, 2002 - i've felt this way before, so insecure...
Tuesday, Dec. 03, 2002 - forget the pain and forget the sorrow...
Monday, Dec. 02, 2002 - all i want for christmas is you...
Sunday, Dec. 01, 2002 - never again, again...

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