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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Saturday, Aug. 31, 2002 - anyone who cared in the end...
Friday, Aug. 30, 2002 - what if...
Thursday, Aug. 29, 2002 - what do i do to ignore them behind me...
Wednesday, Aug. 28, 2002 - i'd still pick my friends over you...
Tuesday, Aug. 27, 2002 - i cannot take this anymore...
Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 - just an ordinary day...
Monday, Aug. 26, 2002 - there's just too much pressure to take...
Sunday, Aug. 25, 2002 - it's a damn cold night...
Saturday, Aug. 26, 2002 - what i'd give for one more day...
Saturday, Aug. 24, 2002 - it will never be the same...
Friday, Aug. 23, 2002 - i'm sorry, oh so sorry...
Thursday, Aug. 22, 2002 - you dont need to bother...
Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 - why can't i be somebody else...
Wednesday, Aug. 21, 2002 - and i just wish that i didn't feel like there was something that i missed...
Tuesday, Aug. 20, 2002 - chely wright // shut up and drive
Monday, Aug. 19, 2002 - it's a serenade, so your heart can find me...
Sunday, Aug. 18, 2002 - everything's so wrong, so wrong...
Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002 - now i see youre testing me, pushing me away...
Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002 - i will always love you...
Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 - i will make it up to you...
Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 - the way things used to be...
Friday, Aug. 16, 2002 - can you take it all away...
Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 - p.s. if this is austin, i still love you...
Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 - wish i could find a way to disappear...
Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 - i cannot take this anymore...
Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002 - this is my december...
Wednesday, Aug. 14, 2002 - you like to think you're never wrong...
Tuesday, Aug. 13, 2002 - update to disclaimer
Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 - truely, madly, deeply...
Monday, Aug. 12, 2002 - livin' on a prayer...
Sunday, Aug. 11, 2002 - now is a new time, there is a new place where dreams just can't come true...
Saturday, Aug. 10, 2002 - i'm all alone, i'm all alone...
Friday, Aug. 09, 2002 - i'm sorry that i didn't see it soon enough...
Thursday, Aug. 08, 2002 - you'll be shining in my life...
Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 - to have someone to go home to...
Wednesday, Aug. 07, 2002 - that's the way it is...
Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 - i can't say goodbye...
Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 - tears form behind my eyes...
Monday, Aug. 05, 2002 - it seems like the whole world keeps rubbing it in...
Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 - reaching out a hand for you to hold...
Sunday, Aug. 04, 2002 - why does my heart cry, feelings i can't fight...
Saturday, Aug. 03, 2002 - just breathe...
Friday, Aug. 02, 2002 - dont leave me now...
Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 - in a new york minute...
Thursday, Aug. 01, 2002 - baby i'm amazed by you...

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