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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 - it's like a whirlwind inside of my head...
Wednesday, Jul. 31, 2002 - (insert madrigal music here)...
Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 - i wish...
Tuesday, Jul. 30, 2002 - you dont have to be alone...
Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 - its hard for me to say i'm sorry...
Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 - helplessly, hopelessly, recklessly...
Monday, Jul. 29, 2002 - and i'll know i can breathe again...
Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 - i will be there for you...
Sunday, Jul. 28, 2002 - new graffiti
Saturday, Jul. 27, 2002 - here i am with open arms...
Saturday, Jul. 27, 2002 - me-rings
Friday, Jul. 26, 2002 - dreaming...
Thursday, Jul. 25, 2002 - from an angel's wings to a fallen star...
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 - tell me what makes you stay...
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 - friends can be like family...
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 - you're my shooting star...
Wednesday, Jul. 24, 2002 - give her my soul and let them take somebody else...
Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 - mama i just want you to know, lovin' you's like food to my soul...
Tuesday, Jul. 23, 2002 - as real as it may seem, it was only in my dreams...
Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 - i want to thank you for giving me the best days of my life...
Monday, Jul. 22, 2002 - goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i thought i knew...
Sunday, Jul. 21, 2002 - i'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, i'm just afraid it'll hurt like, hurt like hell (part 2)...
Sunday, Jul. 21, 2002 - i'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, i'm just afraid it'll hurt like, hurt like hell...
Saturday, Jul. 20, 2002 - i will always love you...
Saturday, Jul. 20, 2002 - adrienne...
Friday, Jul. 19, 2002 - you want to share what you've been through, you live what you've learned...
Thursday, Jul. 18, 2002 - where are you now...
Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 - if i could reach the stars, i'd give them all to you...
Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 - free up your mind...
Wednesday, Jul. 17, 2002 - how do i get there from here...
Tuesday, Jul. 16, 2002 - happy birthday to me...
Monday, Jul. 15, 2002 - so lonley inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares...
Sunday, Jul. 14, 2002 - a new day has come...
Saturday, Jul. 13, 2002 - girls just wanna have fun...(part one)
Friday, Jul. 12, 2002 - what's so great about pickett fences...
Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 - just the foolish beat of my heart...
Wednesday, Jul. 10, 2002 - time goes on and on everyday...
Tuesday, Jul. 09, 2002 - i've seen better days...
Monday, Jul. 08, 2002 - it's so confusing...
Sunday, Jul. 07, 2002 - reality can really cut you down to size...
Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002 - she falls apart by herself...
Saturday, Jul. 06, 2002 - number five just cries a river a minute, seven wants to tie you up and drown you in it...
Friday, Jul. 05, 2002 - the way you lay your head upon my shoulder when you sleep...
Wednesday, Jul. 03, 2002 - gee, i'm glad it's raining...
Tuesday, Jul. 02, 2002 - that's how you know it's love...
Monday, Jul. 01, 2002 - somewhere over the rainbow...

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