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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

Older Entries

Monday, Dec. 31, 2001 - resolution time!
Monday, Dec. 31, 2001 - updates
Sunday, Dec. 30, 2001 - the night before
Sunday, Dec. 30, 2001 - taco pizza
Saturday, Dec. 29, 2001 - the fear sets in
Friday, Dec. 28, 2001 - found it out...
Friday, Dec. 28, 2001 - and the truth comes out...
Thursday, Dec. 27, 2001 - i'm losing her...
Wednesday, Dec. 26, 2001 - a sence of normalcy
Wednesday, Dec. 26, 2001 - the best and worst christmas and then some
Tuesday, Dec. 25, 2001 - ho ho ho dammit
Monday, Dec. 24, 2001 - i've made my decision...
Monday, Dec. 24, 2001 - I GOT IT TODAY!!
Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 - all is well in the world of kitty (you'll find out bout the name soon enuff!)
Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 - read the last one from today before this one if you haven't already. they're connected.
Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 - she's...dying...
Saturday, Dec. 22, 2001 - eh boy...
Friday, Dec. 21, 2001 - *sigh of sadness*
Thursday, Dec. 20, 2001 - my true stalker
Wednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 - kansas calmness
Wednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 - mostly music related
Tuesday, Dec. 18, 2001 - not being home sucks
Monday, Dec. 17, 2001 - somewhere out there...
Sunday, Dec. 16, 2001 - please remember
Sunday, Dec. 16, 2001 - down-graded from hell to heck
Saturday, Dec. 15, 2001 - day 2 of hell
Friday, Dec. 14, 2001 - cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort...
Friday, Dec. 14, 2001 - the poem i promised
Thursday, Dec. 13, 2001 - i'll always be there...
Thursday, Dec. 13, 2001 - math math and more math
Wednesday, Dec. 12, 2001 - do i really have to name this?
Wednesday, Dec. 12, 2001 - i didn't pass out!
Monday, Dec. 10, 2001 - pain and a million bucks
Sunday, Dec. 09, 2001 - breaking up is hard to do...
Saturday, Dec. 08, 2001 - me+ashley+tiffany+oak park mall=late night
Friday, Dec. 07, 2001 - ...ZzZzZzZzZzZ...
Wednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 - those poor birds
Wednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 - knowing truth
Tuesday, Dec. 04, 2001 - you have to glide...
Tuesday, Dec. 04, 2001 - wherever you will go
Monday, Dec. 03, 2001 - .....................
Sunday, Dec. 02, 2001 - giving in to sadness...and then some
Saturday, Dec. 01, 2001 - hyper happiness...suddnely shot down
Saturday, Dec. 01, 2001 - cold

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