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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
Older Entries
Monday, Dec. 31, 2001 -
resolution time!Monday, Dec. 31, 2001 -
updatesSunday, Dec. 30, 2001 -
the night beforeSunday, Dec. 30, 2001 -
taco pizzaSaturday, Dec. 29, 2001 -
the fear sets inFriday, Dec. 28, 2001 -
found it out...Friday, Dec. 28, 2001 -
and the truth comes out...Thursday, Dec. 27, 2001 -
i'm losing her...Wednesday, Dec. 26, 2001 -
a sence of normalcyWednesday, Dec. 26, 2001 -
the best and worst christmas and then someTuesday, Dec. 25, 2001 -
ho ho ho dammitMonday, Dec. 24, 2001 -
i've made my decision...Monday, Dec. 24, 2001 -
I GOT IT TODAY!!Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 -
all is well in the world of kitty (you'll find out bout the name soon enuff!)Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 -
read the last one from today before this one if you haven't already. they're connected.Sunday, Dec. 23, 2001 -
she's...dying...Saturday, Dec. 22, 2001 -
eh boy...Friday, Dec. 21, 2001 -
*sigh of sadness*Thursday, Dec. 20, 2001 -
my true stalkerWednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 -
kansas calmnessWednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 -
mostly music relatedTuesday, Dec. 18, 2001 -
not being home sucksMonday, Dec. 17, 2001 -
somewhere out there...Sunday, Dec. 16, 2001 -
please rememberSunday, Dec. 16, 2001 -
down-graded from hell to heckSaturday, Dec. 15, 2001 -
day 2 of hellFriday, Dec. 14, 2001 -
cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort...Friday, Dec. 14, 2001 -
the poem i promisedThursday, Dec. 13, 2001 -
i'll always be there...Thursday, Dec. 13, 2001 -
math math and more mathWednesday, Dec. 12, 2001 -
do i really have to name this?Wednesday, Dec. 12, 2001 -
i didn't pass out!Monday, Dec. 10, 2001 -
pain and a million bucksSunday, Dec. 09, 2001 -
breaking up is hard to do...Saturday, Dec. 08, 2001 -
me+ashley+tiffany+oak park mall=late nightFriday, Dec. 07, 2001 -
...ZzZzZzZzZzZ...Wednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 -
those poor birdsWednesday, Dec. 05, 2001 -
knowing truthTuesday, Dec. 04, 2001 -
you have to glide...Tuesday, Dec. 04, 2001 -
wherever you will goMonday, Dec. 03, 2001 -
.....................Sunday, Dec. 02, 2001 -
giving in to sadness...and then someSaturday, Dec. 01, 2001 -
hyper happiness...suddnely shot downSaturday, Dec. 01, 2001 -
cold
now
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