my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i just sat here and wrote this, thought i would share it with you guys. read the entry before this one so you know what's going on and why i wrote this. g'nite ya'll.
i look at you
and see the pain
you try to hide
away.
in your eyes
i can see
what's going on
inside.
you lose the hope
i always see
that one time
helped me.
as the days
go by now
you cry more
and more.
i wish i could
take it away,
this pain that cuts
down deep.
but that's something
that i can't do
and it all hurts
me too.
but here for you
i'll always be
to help out
anytime.
i love you
my little sis,
i'll always be in
your heart.
-yolanda daniels 02-12-02
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.