my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
well everyone, i never thought i would see the day that a boy band song says something better than i think i can. this is for one of my friends, and it's not just for christmas, it's anytime. (and i love ya, but not the way this song puts it, lol.) here goes:
n*sync // you dont have to be alone
i don’t know when we fell apart
the love that we had was like a work of art
i used to see heaven in your eyes
now angels are falling from your sky
the things we said were so wrong
and I haven’t held you for so long
the foolish pride turns me inside
why did we tell all those lies
you can reach for the phone
you don’t have to be alone
outside the wind seems so cold
your heart is frozen like the snow
and there’s no one home to keep you safe and warm
your eyes are red because you’ve cried
you fell asleep by the fireside
but there’s one thing you should know
on this christmas baby, you don’t have to be alone
and i had a real wish on my list
to be you and me the perfect gift
there’s nothing colder than an empty home
holidays were never meant to be alone
the smiles we gave when our hearts were saved
by each others’ love and warmth
and some side and now happiness around
if i can only find a way to your heart
outside the wind seems so cold
your heart is frozen like the snow
and there’s no one home to keep you safe and warm
your eyes are red because you’ve cried
you fell asleep by the fireside
but there’s one thing you should know
on this christmas baby, you don’t have to be alone
you don’t have to be alone
you don’t have to be all alone
you don’t have to be alone
you don’t have to be all alone
outside the wind seems so cold
your heart is frozen like the snow
and there’s no one home to keep you safe and warm
your eyes are red because you’ve cried
you fell asleep by the fireside
but there’s one thing you should know
on this christmas baby, you don’t have to be alone
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