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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

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written on Saturday, May. 18, 2002 at 4:12 p.m.

last updated: february 8, 2003

One or the other:
01. Pierce your nose or tongue: if I HAD to, nose
02. Be serious or be funny: funny, but serious when the need is there for it.
03. Big and Heavy or Small and Thin: I guess big and heavy
04. Whole or skim milk: 2% chocolate
05. Single or Taken: single, though I’d love to say I’m taken for once
06. Simple or complicated: complicated, simple is boring
07. Law or anarchy: lenient law
08. Flowers or angels: angels
09. Grey or gray: gray
10. Read or write: think about who you’re asking... write
11. Color or black-and-white photos: black and white looks beautiful most times, but color can be more of a vivid reminder
12. Sunrise or sunset: sunset with someone in your arms/in someone’s arms
13. M&M's or Skittles: peanut butter m&ms
14. Rap or rock: .r.o.c.k.
15. Stay up late or wake up late: stay up late, i'm a night person
16. TV or Radio: radio...viva la musica
17. Is it POP or SODA: soda pop
18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe: o cause it’s one line
19. Blue or black: both at the same time
20. Eat an apple or an orange: apple with caramel dip
21. What came first the chicken or the egg: chicken, cause it had to make the egg
22. Hot or Cold: hot, i'm a summer baby
23. Big towel or little towel: big towel
24. Glasses or no glasses: glasses
25. Sun or moon: moon, where there’s a moon, there’s a night sky
26. Emerald or ruby: emerald is pretty but I guess since i ‘m a July baby, ruby
27. Sex in the morning or night: um... night probably, it’s dark then. O’course I have expirienced neither but... yeah
28. Left handed or right handed: I can do either when batting and sometimes when throwing, but right is dominant
29. Acquaintances or 1 best friend: one best friend
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream: CHOC-O-LA-TA-TE!!
32. Green beans or carrots: frozen green beans (uncooked)
33. Low fat or fat free: depends on the taste difference
34. Love or Lust: true love
35. Chewable or non chewable vitamins: non chewable
36. Kids or no kids: eh, babysitting a friend’s kids
37. Cat or dog: kitties
38. Half empty or half full: half full
39. Mustard or ketchup: catsup
40. Hard cover books or paper back books: hard cover, paperback gets messed up too easily
41. Newspaper or magazine: magazines
42. Sandals or sneakers: sneakers if need be, preferably barefoot
43. Wonder or amazement: wonder
44. Red car or white car: red car
45. Happy and poor or sad and rich: happy and poor
46. Singing or dancing: SINGING ALL THE WAY!
47. Corduroy or plaid: corduroy
48. Happy or sad: happy with small doses of sad
49. Purple or green: ...green o_O
50. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: a lifetime of friendship
Have you ever:

52. Been kissed: ::sigh:: no
53. Done drugs: smoked or snorted them myself, no. second hand highs and stuff, yes
54. Eaten sushi: no
55. Eaten an entire box of oreos: yes
56. Been dumped: nope
57. Had someone be unfaithful to you: no
58. Gotten in a car accident: been in many
59. Watched the smurfs: yes I used to
60. Hiked a mountain: shouldn't this just simply be "hiked?"
61. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because: used to, not more
Do you prefer:

62. Lace or satin underwear/Guys cotton or silk: heh, i'm not a guy but cotton
63. Blue or Red: BLUE
64. New or old: new to me (used)
65. Rain or snow: rain
66. Have you ever slept outside: yes
67. give or receive: give give give give give
68. Rose or Daisy: every rose has a thorn...
69. Private school or public school: public
70. History or Science: history, I loves hassig’s class
71. English or math: both, at least this year
72. Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex: yeah but he’s not real, he’s a movie guy.
73. A slight crush on a certain guy: girl, yes.
74. What do you look for in a woman or man: someone who can be a friend above and before all else, attractive personality, beautiful eyes
75. Do you have a best friend: ::nods::
76. Who's your cutest friend: erm... the way they act, elsbe.
77. Who do you e-mail the most: elsbe, lisa, kristen, ashley, christina
Within the last 24 hours, have you:

*Had a serious talk: yes
*Hugged someone: no, I’m stealing one later tonight
*Fought with a friend: kinda
*Played strip poker: sadly no
Do you...
*Give hugs: more than you think
*Take walks in the rain: yes, I love it
Randomness...

*If you got a tattoo, what would you get and where: small stars or a tiger face on my ankle (or one of each on both ankles)
*What color is your floor/carpet: puke brown
*What was the last CD you bought: norah jones
*last movie you saw? Who framed rodger rabbit
*If you chew gum, what kind: bubble
*How do you plan on spending next summer: going on a road trip to new york, possibly seeing sai, having fun with friends
*Did you think that was too long: eh, not really

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