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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

i will always love you...
written on Saturday, Jul. 20, 2002 at 8:06 p.m.

i somewhat wrote this for somebody, and i'm really not in the mood i was in before to be able to write an entry. so this is it tonight..bye guys..

you're my distanced destination of choice,
and i'll be with you, always and always
wherever you will go,
cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you tonight.

please remember that
if i give up on you, i give up on me.
all you wanted was somebody who cares.
so, now, if you need me, you know i'll be there.

i will love you until the end of time
cause i can say
"she doesn't give a care about my hair
she thinks i'm beautiful."

i believe in you
even if no one understands, and
if you need to crash then crash and burn
you're.not.alone.

when i am barely breathing
and i can't find the air,
and lost my strength, you gave both back to me,
you said no star was out of reach.

listen to my heart, can you hear it sing,
telling me to give you everything?
i won't let you drift and die,
so dont you worry, i'm your angel standing by.

the sound of your voice is painted in my memories.
even if you're not with me, i'm with you.
and you get inside my head, and you understand
yeah you understand me.

we live our lives on different sides
but we keep together, you and i...

and i will always love you.

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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