my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
got a surprise visit from april last night, which i will go into more after school, so i wanted to look busy so she wouldn't stay long...she showed up as i was going to bed. and this resulted in a poem about tuesday.
life's cliffs
with each passing day
the walls close in
a little more,
youre trapped within.
the things that pull
you down some more
they trap you in,
your spirit's torn.
you feel that there
is no way out,
you're gonna do it,
there is no doubt.
you look off the cliff
to the groune below
and see it as
a newfound foe.
a struggle
deep within yourself,
do you do it,
or keep your health?
aloud you say
your final goodbyes
and take your last step
with a great sigh.
just when you should
have met your end,
you find yourself
saved by a friend.
you never noticed
the harness attached,
she pulls you up,
and it's unlatched.
you share a hug
and wonder why
you had, just now,
so wanted to die.
again, like before,
she shows you love,
a personal saviour
from above.
her problems are
put aside...
she didn't want you
to have died.
remember this,
youre not alone,
in your time of need,
a friend is shown.
-landa daniels may 1, 2002
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