my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
this is yet another english class poem. i made people cry today...heh. i'll put the poem from yesterday in here tomorrow, cause right now, i'm in immense amounts of physical, and some emotional pain, and i dunno if i can get regular entries in here right now. so, plan on seeing poems in here for at least the next two days, and then i'll more than likely write that inevitable entry that i need to write so badly...i just dont feel i can do so yet.
friday night
the girl who cries
whenever she tries
to fit in with the rest,
who aren't always the best,
in the end is alone.
no path had shown
a way for her to
be popular too.
she had nowhere to go
and simply stayed home,
on that friday night.
no one asked "you alright?"
monday at school
all those who were "cool"
didn't think twice
till her friend, voice like ice,
said "listen everyone
she found a gun
on friday night...
no, she's not alright.
she's forever gone now
and i know just how
it came to an end.
she just wanted a friend.
but you didn't care
or notice her there
i hope you're all glad
you dont know how bad
she everyday cried
whenever she tried
fitting in with you."
see, now you care too.
yolanda daniels 4-4-02
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