my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
poem i worote last night cause of my dad...grr. he made me come inside cause i had no reason to be outside on a cold night for no damn reason. i had a reason dammit, i needed to be alone to clear my mind a while, to stop thinking about everything. but, it's supposedly cold, so i had to come in...
everything's forgotten
everything's forgotten
as i stare up at the sky.
just laying down, looking up
wishing i could be there.
everything's forgotten,
all my worries and my problems,
the temperature and whatever
is going on around me.
everything's forgotten,
i almost feel the earth moving,
the slight breeze as it turns
and i feel what's never felt.
everything's forgotten,
while all i see is stars,
all i feel is peace,
and all the world is calm.
everything's forgotten,
when i have to go inside,
losing that rare feeling
that i so love when it's there.
everything's forgotten,
till i can go again.
it may be days, it may be months,
but it will happen again.
everything's forgotten,
except for just one thing,
how much i love that feeling
and the starry clear night sky.
-yolanda daniels 3-9-02
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.