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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

just the foolish beat of my heart...
written on Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 at 8:51 p.m.

i just bought a new 80's collection of stuff, so i'm feeling a little 80's right now...and i can't really come up with anything to say, so, i'm putting in a song that i'm in love with, hee. enjoy!

debbie gibson // foolish beat

there was a time when
broken hearts and broken dreams
were over.
there was a place where
all you could do was
wish on a four leaf clover.

but now is a new time
there is a new place
where dreams just can't come true.
it started the day when i left you

chorus:
i could never love again the way that i loved you
i could never cry again like i did when i left you
and when we said goodbye,
oh the look in your eyes
just left me beside myself without your heart (without your heart)
i could never love again now that we're apart

when i was sorry
it was too late to turn around (turn around)
and tell you so.
there was no reason
there was no reason
just a foolish beat of my heart.

chorus
oh, can't you see i'm not fooling nobody
don't you see the tears are falling down my face
since you went away
break my heart, you slipped away
didn't know i was wrong
never meant to hurt you now you're gone

i could never love again now that we're apart. (now that we're apart)
i could never love again now that we're apart.

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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