my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i honestly forget which day i ended up writing this, and i dunno what i was writing about in the beginning. i think dont leave me now was in a song i was listening to, and i just kinda went from there. and remember that stuff i was saying about how i'd been thinking that it'd be better if i wasn't here? it has to do with that in the end. have fun, this isn't all happy n stuff.
don't leave me now,
i'm all alone
inside this mind.
oh, why did i
hang up the phone
on that cold night
and leave her there,
no one to care...
so here i am
remaining scared
of loneliness
because of what
i did to her.
i never meant
to leave her there
i thougt i was wrong,
and now she's gone.
now, dont leave me,
unless you want
me to join her
wherever you go
when you're gone
from here for good.
if you leave me
the way i am
i really will
end it all here.
never again
would i worry
nor would you, since
your cause would be
gone forever,
gone for good...yep
i'd take these pills
or use that knife.
i need you here,
cause i'm coming
undone from
the inside out.
i dont know why,
i just need love,
someone to care...
but i know the truth.
who cares about me?
no one.
that's the answer...
now where's that gun?
- ©2002 landa daniels
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