my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
well guys, there's a choir concert tonight that i forgot about. it's our pre-festival concert for the regional we're doing on saturday morning. so, yeah, this is going to have to be my entry for tonight. love ya'll, bye.
depression
how many things could possibly go wrong
and how many ways the spirit wounded
within the short time of two days song?
the answer to these questions quite disputed.
in this time, ignored and thrown aside,
it feels as if there's no possible way out.
feeling that a part of you has died,
not knowing how or why it's come about.
the whole time feeling as if no one cares,
you just feel so lost and all alone.
youre insecure and fear everyone's stares,
other voices just a constant drone.
yes kids, this is what depression does,
going through life, everything a fuzz.
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