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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

no time for an entry
written on Friday, Mar. 29, 2002 at 9:03 p.m.

adding a poem from english class. if it seems weird, that's why. here goes...

cub and butterfly

crouched and waiting
the gentle swoosh
with the flip of a tail.
bzzz in the weeds
and then POUNCE!
she hits the ground
::THUMP::
the butterfly's gone
::crackle crunch::
she rolls over,
lays out in the sun.
gently bzzz
she hears it return,
::snuff:: it's blown
off of her nose
::grr:: as it lands
on the tip of
her tail.
::roar:: she attacks,
her tail now injured.
bzzz is silenced
swoosh goes the tail
pad, pad, pad,
she walks away.

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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