my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
have a poem, heh heh. first one that has nothing to do with class for a while, go me!
staring back at me
tonight i sw an old friend,
she didn't look the same...
to be honest, she looked like hell
staring back at me.
she looked so lost and all alone,
a look i know so well.
i didn't recognise this girl
staring back at me
her eyes, so hurt, i saw it all,
the pain she had endured.
the wear and tear of many years
was staring back at me.
that joyful, happy, friendly gaze,
which she used to own
had been replaced with the lifelessness
that was staring back at me.
i wanted to hug her, make her happy,
i hate to see her cry,
but i could never confort her,
the girl staring back at me.
for i reached out a hand to touch her face,
and all i felt was glass.
it was my gaze, lost and hurt,
staring back at me...
landa daniels 4-16-02
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.