my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
ok, two poems in one cause i don have time to make two entries. first one is supposed to be about the animal that we see inside ourselves that maybe no one else really sees. well, no one at school sees this one. the second one is a tanka poem, it goes 5 syllables, 7, 5, 7, 7. kinda hard to do when youre half asleep, but, hey, i got it taken care of using my favorite animal =D. g'nite ya'll.
the animal inside me
a lost little kitten
who thinks she's a tiger
looks around for her home.
some alley cats see her and
they start to jeer her
and she runs away and hides.
she cries to herself
in a cardboard box
hoping that she will be found.
they hurt her again,
they've done it before,
it hurts more and more each time.
-yolanda daniels 3-11-02
night
the white tiger prowls
as her tail flips back and forth
watching and waiting
she sits and she waits for the
stars in the night sky to come.
-yolanda daniels 3-11-02
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.