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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

it's time we say goodbye...
written on Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 at 12:20 am

alright, i've known that this has been coming for a while... and so have a few of you.

i'm moving.

not physically... diaryland-ly.

i've moved... anyone on diaryland who needs to know who i am will see that i added them as a friend. anyone else, ask me.

i don't feel like bringing any drama or anything over with me... so i'm only allowing certain people. anyone else will have to search for me. it'd be easy to tell once you're there that it's me... but you'd have to be there first.

...

yanno, i never thought this day would come. but, i honestly grew out of this place... i love it, but i've grown out of it.

right now
singing: wind's nocturne
talking to: you, one last time
wishing: this were easier
feeling: alright
wanting: closure

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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