my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
12:30 on a thursday night after missing every class but theory all week -missing even that on wednesday due to the lack of a vehicle- and i find myself on this computer whilst sweating my ass off and eating a piece of pizza from papa johns ordered and picked up by daddy earlier for elsbe, julie, and my dinner. why? because the truck broke down the same way again. all of the anti-freeze that was in it is sitting at pump three at quiktrip in roeland park right now.
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feeling like a jerk in some form, as i had to call and wake elsbe up to tell her i'll need a ride to and from school tomorrow. we're doing our amy and ben costumes tomorrow for extra credit in world civ, which should be fun... but it involves me in complete man-drag (maybe no bra as well), a beanie, long sleeves (death), and an eyeliner goatee type thing. should be interesting.
i'm supposed to call ashley back. i believe i'll do taht and woof down any very cold water that i can get my hands on, as i'm sweating from every orophus of my body at this present moment. no right now on this one ya'll, i'm too tired and pissed to do it.
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