my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
spent today skipping world civ with elsbe due to another stomach ache... and doing various things related to my cell phone. which is dead. because i accudently committed murder and killed it this weekend... so i'm in search of a phone from cingular that no one else is using for me to put my sim card in. wo0t... or something.
kristen rode around with me while i was getting things done. i think i missed her. it was fun... including the uptown monkey visit we made.
elsbe and julie both showed up later on... around ten to ten thirty for both of them. they left around a quarter to midnight... and it was nice having them here. though i've been extra clingy and was hugging or leaning on elsbe the majority of the time. feh.
we're all three skipping choir tomorrow to go back up to cingular and for them to go to uptown monkey as well. should be fun. then i'm stealing elsbe for a nap or something 'fore she has to go to work. i've gotten to where i really enjoy sleeping with people now.
i... don't really feel like writing. just didn't want to go for an extremely long amount of time without writing again. it's hard to do right now for some reason... but it'll get better sometime. promise.
right now
singing: no phone // aw hell... i'll find out tomorrow
talking to: you
wishing: it were a weekend night
feeling: tired, groggy
wanting: to sleep with somebody
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