my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
so i like driving.
...
lots of things happened late last night which resulted in my speeding (literally) to elsbe's in the end, and staying there from around midnight to one. she's skipping classes today, while i'm still forced to go for every single one of them -not fair, as mine start an hour before hers do anyway. oh well. didn't make friends with my pillow 'till going on two, which isn't my latest in the past week, but it's all catching up to me.
apparantly elsbe and i are okay now. as not only was she pissed about work, but she had been upset with me for something stupid i did. though i'm not sure about rachel right now... she refused to talk to me the rest of the night once all of this started. i must admit that severely hurt.
..i'm freezing 'cause of the a/c right now, and i should go get ready for school anyway... no matter how much i'd rather just go on right back to bed. but, i can't. and after school i might end up going out at some point, though i'm not sure when or for what.
always fun when you have all of your information straight, no?
right now
singing: i'm under your spell // buffy's once more with feeling
talking to: you
wishing: it weren't almost seven yet
feeling: cold and tired
wanting: bed
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.