my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i lurbe mai elbe.
we had a bit of a fight before she left here, but got over it once i requested she call when she got home. wihle on the phone, she recorded herself on her computer and sang harmonies on top of it while playing it back for ideas of how we can sing tomorrow. at some point, she recorded a jazzy version of somewhere over the rainbow as well, which i believe she played back a total of six or seven times... a lot of them by request. it sounded incredible.
though right now, i'm finding myself listening to i'm under your spell, apparantly from buffy. i heard that tara sang it to willow or something... interesting as i was 'wil' at one point in my life... though i believe the song came after i stopped watching. rachel introduced me to it, saying that it reminds her of me. all i have to say for myself is expect a layout with that song sometime. i loveses it.
..i'd been hoping to catch her tonight. i got home about the time she got offline again, which saddened me. hope we get to talk sometime tomorrow... i'll probably really be able to use it by then.
it's two in the morning. i need to bathe. being awoken at ten thirty in the morning to get some things done before jake shows up around one thirty for practice and then before leaving around two thirty.
..anyone who can't make it and wants to talk to me afterward, call my cell phone after seven or something. i should be done wiht the services and away from the house by then. you know the cell phone number.
right now
singing: if you're not the one // daniel beddingfield
talking to: mika
wishing: i weren't groggy
feeling: tired
wanting: a certain girl to talk to
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.