my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
she and her brother came over and utilized my computer for an hour and a half. i'd been hoping to show her some things including her layout, though i suppose that will have to wait until her day off now... unless she's compelled to come over here tonight after work for some reason.
while she was here and we were watching someting on ebaumsworld, i looked over at her while she was laughing, and she was looking at me at the same time. she turned away, then just turned back and stared at me, and i wondered why she was looking at me like that.
me: what's that look supposed to mean?
elsbe: ::pauses:: you looked really cute right then, and i just needed to keep on looking at you.
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and things like that are what make me smile for most of the day.
right now
singing: when i fall in love // celine dion
talking to: shannon
wishing: i had a job
feeling: pleased
wanting: food o_o
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.