my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
the storm
1) what does it mean to be a moral person?
i suppose to be a moral person, you would have had to have some form of morals around you when you were growing up. these morals don't necessarily have to be good or bad, but are morals that people around you had lived by. one would likely pick up on said morals and if they actually lived by them, then they could be considered moral in some way. acording to various people i know, these morals would have to be good and generally religion based. though to me, they're just what you have learned and what you live by because of example.
2) is love real or something we made up?
hard to say. is life real, or is that something we made up too? it sort of depends on your situation. love can be real and run rather deep, making your caring for someone seemingly go on forever, along with your trust. though love can be made up when you make yourself believe that you love someone because, say, they want you to or that everyone seems to think that it would be good for you and said person. you're the one with the power to make it real or not, you just have to decide what you want.
3) know any guys i should be chasing after?
no, i don't. if i knew of any guys (or girls, for that matter), i'd be chasing after them myself. sorry for that one.
frozen-vodka
1) What would you say is your absolutely favorite word you use to express anger?
really? lately it's been a combination of various words, including other noises. roars are often heard (simply saying the word), fack (favorite word all around, safe form of fuck, though fuck is used when safe to use it), jesusgod, feh, meh, growling, welllll shit, she-it... i think that's close to all of them.
2) What smell reminds you of your childhood?
lately... chlorine. it reminds me of the summers when my aunt (who passed on new years) would take my cousin and i out swimming and when she and my other aunt taught me how to swim. then later on that day or that week, we'd go skating and such, where i would beat my cousin since i used to skate a lot better than i could swim. though for some reason, that vanilla sugar stuff (no matter the brand) has been reminding me of various things from the not-as-recent past... not necessarily from childhood though. i'm seventeen, where would you like the cut off from childhood to be, lol.
3) What color is your soul?
a blue mystique. hold it under different lights, it's a different color. each color comes to represent different aspects of the whole, eventually coming together to represent all of it. i'm not going to associate the colors here, as you sometimes have to search for each individual color in a mystique setting, but just know that there are many colors and many things represented in that, even more than the metaphorical rainbow with seven colors.
meggie
1) How do you eat your oreos?
i alternate between the twist/lick/eat method, dunk and eat method, and the simply eating as they are method. kind of depends on the timeframe that i have in which to eat them in, and if there is milk present.
2) How do they make red/blue/yellow crayons?
i suppose some sort of red/blue/yellow dye put into the wax? sort of how they make dye for tye-dye shirts, they find something that will make the color for them and use that? i have no clue, i'm pulling this out of my ass as i go.
3) Who was hotter Good Sandy, Bad Sandy, or Danny?
granted the girl mood i've been in lately, definately bad sandy. how can one resist a hot, sweet girl in leather who (thankfully) can't smoke a cigarette and who can sing like that? i want one. get me one.
the girl
1) Ok so what started the whole noises thing? the meh? and fibbit and such?
i'm actually not even sure. i think things like 'fibbit' came from messing up words and such, but everythign else just kind of fell into place. you know those noises that people make when they're bored? they started out as those, but became a part of my persona. sort of like the tail on even days; there's no reason for it, it's just who i am now.
2) Has your room ever been completely clean?
yes, it has. actually, it's been completely clean in the time that i've known you. though by the time you can come over it's not anymore. i used to stay up nights and just pull everything out from everywhere into the middle of the room(s) and go through things, putting back only things i felt i needed, and organizing everything. it's been a long time now, i just haven't had the mood strike me again in a while. it was fun, that's when i would work on singing and such since i was the only one up. that's where i practiced my all-nighters away from april.
3) If you had a date would you go to prom? Not thinking about money or not having a dress yadda yadda. would you?
if i had a date, i would probably go to prom just because someone had asked me if nothing else. it's not that i'm against the idea of prom in general, i just don't want to go there and see couples and end up depressing myself any more than i would at school on a daily basis. it'd be something out of the house, it'd be with someone who's allegedly interested in me, and it ends up lasting into the early morning hours. though this would imply someone asking me to go, which i don't believe is going to happen and if it were it would have happened by now. for some reason i see myself curling into a landa ball and going to bed early that night... probably will be just as depressing 'cause i'm just that way.
the ninja
1) If I were a mongoose that glowed under blacklight, would you keep me in your pocket?
yes, even if solely on the basis that you glow under a blacklight. i know i have one of those around here somewhere. and i'd feed you and give you water and take care of you and and and and...
2) If you were a gay man, would you wear Abercrombie, Hollister, or Limited Too?
hollister, simply on the basis that i despise the other two... and because i think their t-shirts are at least half decent sometimes when i see them at school. and how do you know that all gay men shop at places like that? anyone care to comment on that one?
3) If you were a hobo, would you loiter around Burger King or McDonald's for free refills?
burger king, because i would wait around to see if anyone wanted to get rid of any onion rings or slurpees as well. gotta love the rings and slurpees.
right now
singing: cannonball // the breeders
talking to: the storm
wishing: my neck didn't hurt
feeling: something
wanting: to love and be loved
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