my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
today, i am testing a theory. this theory is actually hers, and i'm planning on seeing what others might have to say about it.
it was said yesterday when she came over that i looked like 'the morning after.' my black (hugely baggy) courdory pants, along with a button-down shirt that's a size too big for me with the first button left undone, hair likely toussled rather well by the wind before she got there as i was sitting outside. evidently when i lay back without paying attention, the bra ends up exposed somewhere on here. it's not like there are many opportunities to lay down at school, so i should be safe in that regard. many people have gotten away with wearing much worse at school, so it shouldn't be a problem with any teachers with my wearing this.
the funny part? the fact that this shirt used to be worn as a jacket. she got here and asked me why i had a jacket on and then realized that it wasn't a jacket anymore. i just felt like wearing it so i wouldn't have to deal with having a jacket and just have relatively thick long sleeves for the weather. though this shirt is rather large on me. it's actually rather funny, if you ask me.
and now i'm off to... waste fifteen minutes before i have to leave. i think i'll skim through the end of dorian gray as i have a test over it today.. and it got so boring at the end... i didn't read it all -_-. first time i've ever done that for school. no one kill me.
right now
singing: this love // maroon 5
talking to: you
wishing: it weren't monday
feeling: feh
wanting: an anti-school day
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