my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
cast page updated. don't kill me if you're not on it.
kristen made for an interesting conversation just now. she's coca-cola, i'm solitary soul:
coca-cola crazy: i miss simplicity
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: in what sense?
coca-cola crazy: life in general, use to be simple, hell even routine, and i remember hating that
coca-cola crazy: i want that back, well maybe i don't
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: but now you'd give many things to have that back?
coca-cola crazy: no i just wish it would...happen
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: ::nods::
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: yeah, it would be pretty nice wouldn't it?
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: ::waits for you to finish::
coca-cola crazy: i guess, i mean spontinaetity(spelled wrong) is fun, but having things for sure planned would be nice oncein a while and actually haveing time to do those things would be nice too
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: i know the feeling. i'm tired of not knowing from wekeend to weekend what the hell i'm doing. i almost miss knowing i was staying home, just because i KNEW it was happening.
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: bad thing being i think that would involve knowing less about life in general. 'cause as you learn more about how things are, it gets less and less simple.
coca-cola crazy: yah
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: so unless one day one was to wake up in the mind of a ten year old and not know how or why they got that way, i don't think that could actually happen.
coca-cola crazy: lol yah
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: though a frontal labotomy might take care of that... but people aren't really fun after that.
coca-cola crazy: ew
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: along with simplicity, you've gotta admit that there's something intriguing about the mystery of how things are going to happen sometimes though.
coca-cola crazy: yes
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: it'd be great if they'd just kinda mix together - in a good, non stressing way - so that there wasn't this lack of simplicity as you get older.
coca-cola crazy: exactly
coca-cola crazy: but then it would be too easy
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: yep.
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: sadly enough.
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: so one must learn to just accept things as they happen after a certain point in life.
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: which sucks large monkey balls.
coca-cola crazy: yes o philosophical one
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: haha, you started this one.
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: lmao, i'm all philosophical then say "sucks large monkey balls".
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: am i the only one finding that entertaining?
coca-cola crazy: no i thought it was amusing as well
a solitary soul in a gregarious world: wo0t! i can be smart AND stupid AT THE SAME TIME!!!
coca-cola crazy: lol
right now
singing: where will you go // evanescence
talking to: kristen, obviously
wishing: it were dinner time
feeling: philosophical
wanting: warmth
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