my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
not quite as good as chuck's, but still not something to scoff at.
three hours of aep in one day is unfucking called for.
too many people throughout the day commented on the performance last night that i evidently did pretty much alone, though regina was sometimes heard.
after school there was the sds meeting. yeah, i was the only one there for about ten minutes, cristie got there after taking a quiz, then denise and cory had disappeared for some reason. and didn't show up until three thirty - twenty minutes after the meeting was supposed to start. no one else showed. i'm thinking of having an ass chewing eeting next week, because this was ridiculous.
mom comes to get me, i call elsbe on the cell phone. i'm told that we can't go out and get slurpees tonight or anything, that as soon as her mom gets there she has to go out to eat with her family. and she has school and work tomorrow. anyone else is having a humanities study session, is attending one, or doesn't plan on getting out of bed for the day.
i'm in one of those moods right now. i suppose i can be seen as bitchy, though i get a feleing being around someone and having a slurpee in the same time span might solve this. this won't happen tonight, nor will it likely happen tomorrow.
..dont feel like really writing right now. you'll deal. promise.
right now
singing: cry // mandy moore
talking to: sasha
wishing: i could get a motherfucking slurpee
feeling: myself i suppose
wanting: curling up and dying still sounds pretty good
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