my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
my gramma just called and woke me up. aparently mom's already in for everything, and i heard the word "surgery". of course i was half asleep at the time so i only caught one part of what she said.
they already talked about it before she went in and apparently if something goes wrong in there, they only have minutes to fix it.
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right now
singing: fields of innocence // evanescence
talking to: you
wishing: dunno
feeling: groggy
doing: staying awake
wanting: who knows
drinking: chocolate milk
eating: nothing
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