my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i had a good but shitty time at the party today. it was okay i suppose, but as always i ended up isolated from everyone in some way shape or form. kristen was actually taking part in that towards the end, which rahter hurt. i'll elaborate tomorrow, i can't right now because mom's breathing down my neck... and i just wrote a long email to chris. don't ask, because i'm not telling =).
right now
singing: final answer // the calling
talking to: you
wishing: i dunno actually
feeling: copacetic
doing: day (night) dreaming
wanting: arms around me?
drinking: code red
eating: nothing
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.