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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

better days...
written on Saturday, Jul. 12, 2003 at 10:02 p.m.

disclaimer has been updated, please read it before reading anything more in here.

know what? i feel a hell of a lot better now. i got on here to let mom try reading that last entry from yesterday and tell me if it was blinding or not and i checked my yearbook while i was here and ashley got to sign it today. yep, i feel better than i did now...

right now
singing: 10 o'clock news
talking to: mom
wishing: i could leave
feeling: alright
doing: wishing i could leave
wanting: dinner
drinking: sprite
eating: nada
± 2002 - 2003 yearbook

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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