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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

there you go...
written on Monday, May. 26, 2003 at 7:19 p.m.

sorry about the massive amount of entries for today, but meg and i just had an interesting conversatoin and i do believe that she just defined what bobbie is better than anyone ever has. here you go:

somber landita says: i can tell you why they left, it's cause bobbie was driving
somber landita says: we all know she doesn't like me
somber landita says: elsbe was acting like she wanted to stay
MEGATRONBOMB says: Still, its wrong, and your other "friends" should have put their feet down and stayed
somber landita says: but her mom knew she would be with bobbie so she coudln't stay
somber landita says: and kristen was already in trouble
MEGATRONBOMB says: I don't care, They should have stayed
somber landita says: yeah i know... that's elsbe's first offence with me, kristen's second and bobbie... hell, don't get me started on her
MEGATRONBOMB says: Their parents surely wouldn't have been mad if they stayed to make sure you were safe
somber landita says: might i ask who has no respect from you?
MEGATRONBOMB says: I don't care, ITS NOT AN OFFENSE TO TAKE CARE OF A FRIEND
MEGATRONBOMB says: Bobbie
somber landita says: yeah i know..
somber landita says: YAY! i'm not the only one
somber landita says: i feel better
MEGATRONBOMB says: She is shallow, fake, 13 years old
somber landita says: i'm just sick of being the odd man out with all of their group stuff
somber landita says: and she's always sure to rub y face in it
somber landita says: *my
somber landita says: btw elsbe's phone's still off
MEGATRONBOMB says: Well, if she pulls something like that around me then you know you can count on me to stick up for you
somber landita says: k, thanks meg
somber landita says: *sigh* today just sucks
MEGATRONBOMB says: Because I know how it feels to be left alone, and its not cool
MEGATRONBOMB says: And your friends shouldn't do that to yo
MEGATRONBOMB says: * you
somber landita says: yeah.. i was at sumner 'till 6:30 one night because my mom forgot me
somber landita says: so i know how to entertain myself
somber landita says: i'm granting elsbe a reprieve since bobbie was probably the one who did it
somber landita says: kristen... she's getting more and more like bobbie
MEGATRONBOMB says: I was at sumner from Noon to about 4 on a Saturday, b/ c o'connell left
somber landita says: meh
somber landita says: is it just me, or are people getting dumber by the day?
MEGATRONBOMB says: Well, thats not friendship
MEGATRONBOMB says: its true
MEGATRONBOMB says: people are stupid
MEGATRONBOMB says: WE should kill the entire race
somber landita says: i know... but i don't want to lose her. if bobbie's not around she's kristen but the second that bob's involved...
somber landita says: lol spare a few
somber landita says: of course my immortal comes on now, why shouldn't it... ><
somber landita says: brb really fast, dinner's done
MEGATRONBOMB says: Bobbie is a poison, she can only live from her brother's life, and honestly won't amount to anything.
MEGATRONBOMB says: In my opinion
MEGATRONBOMB says: I gtg, TOK paper due tomorrow
MEGATRONBOMB says: SEe you, l8r

right now
singing: my december // linkin park
talking to: jenny
wishing: someone were around
putting off: sleep
doing: wishing someone would call
wanting: to be with someone affectionate
drinking: cherry coke
eating: fire cheetos
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