my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
well guys, tonight was it. the last concert of the year, the last concert with the class of 2003. it was cool having all of my friends as the soloists and in all of the other groups. it gave me more reason to cheer this year, especially because all of the senior soloists were great... except tiffany, but that is generally to be expected. i don't think that there was one act that i didn't end up yelling for, only a couple that i didn't stand up for. all last week i'd been nervous about this concert, but tonight everything just sort of fell into place, the notes appeared at the right times, and mark was sitting down low enough for me to actually get my arms around him for the end of big spender. (hey, that's an accomplishment for him and me.)
we had to be on stage behind the curtain while treble choir was singing, and they sang a medly from the sound of music that most of the girls in chorale had to sing in women's ensemble my freshman year. so of course, they all started doing the choreography in the quietest way possible, the rest of us laughing. then there was the boys and rodisha and toya... they're just gifted o__o. when we had to sing i was "talking" to shannon and mark as the curtain rose, then the part just came to my head and i only messed up once... which is the least i have the whole time we've had that song. we immediately went into place to sing lift every voice for freedom, and right after it when the curtain dropped (it was the end of the show), everyone was like i'm gonna miss you guys!!! i was pretty loud and prominent with hugs and stuff in that department, the entire alto section is leaving me ='(. i almost felt like i was gonna cry... if i'm like this THIS year, imagine what i'm going to be like NEXT year when I'M one of the seniors doing a solo and leaving.
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yes, niagra falls will grace sumner academy with its presence.
last thing: i shall hold the dancing that amy had to do for women's ensemble over her head for quite a while... hehe, it was cool though XD.
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