my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
i had a really freaky-ass dream last night. it took place at school and kristen was a main player in it. that hasn't happened in a long while, so i'm kinda wondering what that entails.
we were outside at lunch sitting around talking like we always do. then out of nowhere, this huge metal animal materializes in front of us and tries to hurt us. just us, not anyone else. thing is, the way it materialized, it was like that stop-motion animation stuff, 'cept i could still move around while everyone else was frozen, including kristen. for some odd reason, and in some odd way... i somewhat picked kristen up and carried her off to the other picnic table and we stood there just kinda staring at the thing. it seemed like no one else could see it, so they all thought we were nuts. either that, or they thought last year's rumors were true because i still had my arms aorund her from carryin' her over there. (don't ask me why or how i did that, it just kinda happened.
all of a sudden, the thing disappeared when we looked over there, but then everyone stopped moving again and a huge spider appeared. i screamed a few times and pulled kristen's arm to get hre to run with me, but she couldn't because she was still stopped. a few seconds later she could move again and i was dragging her into the building trying not to totally scream my ass off. some of the people inside could actually see it and were pointing and laughing at us. we ran over to the commons area and the spider followed. i dunno where the hell we got the stuff, but we just started beating it with stuff. it eventually was beaten enough to not be able to move anymore and it just kinda collapsed. we started walking away when i saw another one materializing, so i let her know i was running over to beat the shit out of it right before she ended up freezing again. it didn't take as much to get that one messed up enough that it couldn't keep going, and i yelled for kristen to follow my voice to where i was.
i don't know what led up to it or anything, but all of a sudden we were in the gym. there were other people i know from school, basketball players, and they each had a ball. evidently, kristen and i were supposed to get the balls from them and make a shot before they could or something bad was gonna happen. of course, we didn't. (hey, i'm talking about some of the best players at school here, and i suck at basketball. not too sure about kristen, but i know i suck ass.) they all started coming over to where i was, seemingly pissed off about something.
..and i woke up.
any ideas anyone?
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