my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
the is what my current state of mind is like right now. i'm sitting around waiting to find out whether or not elsbe'll end up tired after the play so i can get out of this god/dess forsaken house. mom's been yelling at me constantly since i got home and i just can't take this. so, talking to blaise has made me feel a little better:
LanceHalberd: Oye.
Somber Landita: hiya
LanceHalberd: Ever get that ticket?
Somber Landita: yeah i did actually
Somber Landita: borrowed $20 from kristen though -__-
LanceHalberd: Well, you can make it up to her later.
LanceHalberd: So what else is new?
Somber Landita: i found another evanescence album online that i'm currently working on downloading all of
Somber Landita: even though fallen is their first album... i found a bunch of other songs
LanceHalberd: Hmm, sounds good. You must really like them.
Somber Landita: fallen's an awesome cd and i'm kinda interested in hearing other stuff from them
LanceHalberd: If you were aware that you would die tomorrow, what would you do?
Somber Landita: tell everyone i love how i feel about them and cry over the fact that i'm dying without ever having had a boyfriend
LanceHalberd: Then what?
Somber Landita: probably try to stay around my close friends the entire night and stay up talking with them until it ends i suppose
LanceHalberd: after that?
Somber Landita: well it'd be over by then so... yeah, i guess i'd just go
LanceHalberd: Go?
Somber Landita: die, move on, be gone... can't think of many eupimisms right now for it
LanceHalberd: Alright...
LanceHalberd: So, what's on your mind then?
Somber Landita: mom yelling at me about the laundry
Somber Landita: brb ><
Somber Landita: back -_-
LanceHalberd: You again.
Somber Landita: yes, yes it's me
LanceHalberd: Oh wait, it's you, nevermind.
Somber Landita: lol ok then
LanceHalberd: So, what's on your mind now that that is done with?
Somber Landita: getting out of this god/dess forsaken house for the evening actually
LanceHalberd: How is that coming along?
Somber Landita: do'nt know right now, elsbe's going to a school play and letting me know if she's tired or not afterwards
LanceHalberd: You should walk to Baldwin.
Somber Landita: O_o where's baldwin and how far is it from here?
LanceHalberd: I dunno. Get a map first, I suppose. It is probably more than 20 miles though, so you should probably get a move on.
Somber Landita: you're very funny, i might be there by tomorrow night
LanceHalberd: Umm, no, you need to get there tonight. Walk faster I guess.
Somber Landita: why do i need to get there tonight?
LanceHalberd: That information is only given out on a need to know basis.
Somber Landita: well this is a need to know basis. i want to know why i'm waling twenty miles in one night
LanceHalberd: To be honest, I'm guessing it is a lot further than 20 miles.
LanceHalberd: It may be upwards of 70 from where you are...
Somber Landita: then maybe i'll consider using my bike, if i know why i'm going
Somber Landita: O__O
LanceHalberd: ...how fast can you get going on your bike?
Somber Landita: not too fast, i'm fat o_o
LanceHalberd: So, what 20 mph maybe?
Somber Landita: tops, yeah
LanceHalberd: Hmm, how far is it from KC to Lawrence?
Somber Landita: about 45 minute drive
Somber Landita: at least to tonganoxie
Somber Landita: lil bit longer to get to lawrence
LanceHalberd: So probably no more than 50 miles I would guess.
Somber Landita: prolly
LanceHalberd: Yeah, 70 miles is about right then.
LanceHalberd: I suppose you wouldn't have to go all the way to Baldwin though...
Somber Landita: will you tell me what i'm supposedly doing?
Somber Landita: no sexual favors
LanceHalberd: Oh, well, nevermind then.
Somber Landita: that's what i thought
LanceHalberd: Perhaps I'm not being unreasonable enough though.
LanceHalberd: Forget about
LanceHalberd: Baldwin.
Somber Landita: ok, what should i remember?
LanceHalberd: You need to go to the airport and catch the next plane to Germany. A man by the name of Hildenbrand will tell you more once you arrive.
Somber Landita: i don't suppose that i'll do that, i don't have the money to get on the plane
Somber Landita: actually i have no money at all
Somber Landita: cept a nickel for senior auction next week
LanceHalberd: Well, I suppose you will just have to find some other way to get on the plane then. Beat up a flight attendant and steal their outfit or something. I dunno, you'll figure it out, just be creative.
LanceHalberd: I do it all the time, and believe me, it really isn't that much trouble.
Somber Landita: i haven't seen many 5'7" 260 flight attendants that i can tackle and steal clothes from
Somber Landita: ...as i blatantly give my height and weight to someone i don't know
Somber Landita: ::dies::
LanceHalberd: tsk, you seem a little preoccupied about it. This is a stupid question, but what have you considered doing about it?
LanceHalberd: Anyway, the clothes don't have to fit perfectly.
Somber Landita: i've tried various things, but none work
Somber Landita: so i just do'nt eat much and hope for the best
LanceHalberd: You could also have a friend pack you in a suit case and send you with the luggage.
Somber Landita: ...i feel sorry for the guy lifting that
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