my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
the line to remember so far has been i wanna ride the bun boy. though right now, that doesn't really matter all that much. i feel like i'm gonna cry cause of the way this trip is right now. a bunch of seniors - my friends - are getting wasted right now. i really can't believe this is happening. i left almost immediately because i know carol and dana. thomas being in the room totally clinched it, so i got the key from elsbe, went to our room to bring her the other key to get in, and came in here to write. not five minutes later, elsbe came in pissed off because they're tokin' up on something in there. i sat in the bes saying why do you think i left? shannon came back not much later about the same way elsbe was, both cussin' up a storm - more than i generally hear from either of them in a month's time.
what bothers me is the fact that if they get caught, they're not the ones to feel the effects in the years to come. we won't be able to do things like this next year, nor will the people after me be able to. i'll have to go on knowing that it was the trip I went on that did it. that hurts, real bad. hence why i'm having nothing to do with it.
on a lighter note, we discovered as soon as we got here that the beds are extremely springy. takin' a runnin' leap onto one of those things can send you up a foot in the air and possible rolling off afterwards. as you would expect, i was totally entertained by this. soon after, we went to the jim stafford show which was as cornball as you can get while still being a little bit funny. the plus? i gained a bright orange monkey purse from the deal to put my camera in since i kept losing it. the monkey's really brignt and won't be forgotten easily. on the way back we stopped at wal-mart where i bought the perfect shirt that was only eight dollars and i'm wearing it tomorrow.
the others are jumping on the beds right now, so i'm going to join in. g'night =).
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