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my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

when i think about you i touch myself...
written on Tuesday, Sept. 03, 2002 at 7:29 p.m.

i wrote a real entry before this one. PLEASE go read it sometime, cause it's really meaningful...this was just too funny to pass up.

we were talking about masturbation in a chat room a little bit ago, and i had to post this in here or someplace where people from school wont see, lmao.

Somba Butt: i have to wait till she and dad aren't here
Somba Butt: and that isn't gonna happen tonight ><
FaeriesRosePetal: argh that bites
FaeriesRosePetal: wait i have a idea
Somba Butt: huh?
FaeriesRosePetal: get a blanket
FaeriesRosePetal: and wrap up in it like your cold
FaeriesRosePetal: and then...go for it
Somba Butt: lmfao
Somba Butt: yeah right
FaeriesRosePetal: what?
FaeriesRosePetal: why
Somba Butt: i make noise you dumbass, lol
FaeriesRosePetal: Soooo tape your mouth shut
Somba Butt: i can just see it now..
FaeriesRosePetal: i learned to stay quiet
Somba Butt: me: *moans*
Somba Butt: mom: huh?
Somba Butt: me: nothing *said a little too fast*
FaeriesRosePetal: in the famous words of Emo "silence is better"
FaeriesRosePetal: LOL
Somba Butt: mom: *suspociously* okay
Somba Butt: me: *moans louder*
Somba Butt: mom: YOLANDA AMORETTE!
FaeriesRosePetal: lmfao
Somba Butt: me: *strained* what?
Somba Butt: mom: what the hell are you doing??
Somba Butt: me: *under my breath* myself
FaeriesRosePetal: LOL!!!
Somba Butt: mom: what was that?
Somba Butt: me: nothing!
FaeriesRosePetal: LOL
Somba Butt: lol, yep, that's what would happen

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wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
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