my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.
wow.i think i just spent four hours doing one review. life happens.
i caught lisa for a little bit before she left again. *sigh* you never really notice if you depend on something until it's gone for a while. i get a feeling that next week is going to be ineresting. lisa is going on vacation, and on friday, kristen is going on vacation. ashley left this morning till..well..she never told me. i'm guessing till monday? she's gotta go to a wedding or two.
i dont know if it's just me getting older and somewhat mature or what, but i'm getting a lot more out of music than ever right now. i'm getting more out of the lyrics and the beats and rhythm...everything basically. music has always has a way of soothing me and calming me down, but not stuff like linkin park and jack off jill.
(which, by the way, i wanna get a jack off jill cd, so anyone kind enough to burn it for me or who knows a really cheap cd place that would have it, lemme know!)
i guess i'm just paying more attention to lyrics than i ever have before. i'm finding a lot more songs that i like for the words and meanings than the music itself these days, although it helps if i like the music, or i probably wont listen to it.
and that sentence made no sence..or did it? i dunno.
back to the point.
i'm getting more open about my tastes in music than i used to be. a year ago, all i would listen to was pop and very little rock, and lots of country. now, it's alternative/rock, very little pop, r&b, some rap, country, and just about anything that i end up listening to. i'm still an 80's child, and i still like all the easy listening from the early to mid 90's too. i'm theone who'll listen to that easy listening station that no one admits they like at all and be proud to say it and belt out all the songs at the top of their lungs.
i guess i am growing up in some ways.
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