my spirits and charms
newest now
newest here
older
daily reads
disclaimer
bio
cast
poetry
diaryrings
quotes
contact me
review sites
anti-poser
pieces of you
amy lee fanlist
breathe
diaryland

my world enchanted
landa; eighteen; attached lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.

everything i dreamed
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

my life in shadow
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.

what i think, what i like, what i know, what i want, what i see...
written on Saturday, Jun. 22, 2002 at 6:37 p.m.

i bet you know more about me than you ever wanted to by now, huh?

If you were a crayon, what color would you be? cerulean
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? what honeymoon?
Do you like snow, sun, or rain? rain
How is the weather right now? hot, hehe *summer baby*
Last person you talked to on the phone? my mom when she called from soiux city saying she and dad and john were on the way home. last person i REALLY takled to on the phone was kristen yesterday.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes *sigh* course thats the first thing i notice about everyone
Do you like the person that sent u this? no. love her =D
How are u today? bored as hell and i wanna go do something with someone...
Your favorite soda? DIET code red
Favorite alcoholic beverage? hot damn, chocolate egg nog
How do you eat an Oreo? open, lickit, put it back together, dip in milk,BITE ::crunch:: ::crunch:: ::swallow::
favorite sport? does playing volleyball with the roof of the garage count?
What makes you happy? talking with certain people and just hanging out with close friends
What's the next CD you are gonna get? puddle of mudd, michelle branch, totally country!! (ahem, lisa)
Eye color? generally green, butit changes a lot
Height? 5'6"
Do you wear contacts? no, but i have glasses that i never wear
Siblings and their age? biological - none. others - ashley, 16; kristen, 16; lisa, 15
What school do you attend? sumner county jail
What's the best advice given to you? follow your heart, it'll know what to do
Have you ever won any special awards? medal for regionals in choir and a LOT of stuff in elementary and middle school...and i'm 5 points from lettering in choir ><
Favorite Music? most all music but maianly rock and alternative (good answer kristen)
Favorite food? the kind you eat, but i've grown to like grilled stuffed tacos
Favorite movie? head over heals, serendipity, coyote ugly, harry potter.......
Favorite day of the year? july 4th and july 16th (wonder why...)
Favorite month? september
Do you like to dance? if i could, then i'd love it, cause i like trying to when no one is home.
Are you shy to ask someone out? definately o.o
Worst sickness you ever had? i can't remember it, but i know it was horrible
Hugs or kisses? *sigh* well i only had hugs.....
If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? to actually have some self-esteem
What would you do for a million dollars? .a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g. we need the money right now.. Boxers of briefs? boxers, they're comfy to sleep in *._.*
What are u gonna do tomorrow? prolly sleep to make up for not sleeping last night...at ALL
What did you dream about last night? see previous answer. night before last, i had this weird dream that involved a calf...then another one involving me, kristen, and school, which was really freaky
Do you say bye or later? both, depends on who i'm talking to

<-- |=| -->


wake up - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2005
it's time we say goodbye... - Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005
wishing on a dream that seems far off... - Wednesday, Apr. 27, 2005
now all i need, desperately, is my star to come... - Sunday, Apr. 24, 2005
i wish, then, for a chance to see... - Saturday, Apr. 23, 2005
layout and all content İcoyotesabre 2005. images manipulated in paint shop pro 8, obtained through yahoo search.